am i too young for a midlife crisis?

04Mar09

soo, life hasn’t exactly been going the way i planned lately. not so sure why, just don’t feel in that “good place” i often hear people refer to. school is overwhelming, work is work and my love life definitely warrants a post all to itself.

i’m starting to think i’m having a midlife crisis.  if life were a movie (which would be great since i’m sure things would be much easier), maybe i would go out and get a fancy red convertible or even an earring. but being only 23, i think i’m a little too young for that.

since my ears are pierced and my mazda is perfectly acceptable, i’ll have to think of something else. maybe starting this blog will help me figure life out.

and what’s with the question, “what do you want to be when you grow up?” how about, what do i want to be RIGHT NOW?! (don’t ask me, because i have no clue). i’m in school for publishing, i’m applying to teacher’s college and i’m still confused.

hence, my thinking i’m having a midlife crisis. i guess it could be considered a quarter life crisis..but i’m not even old enough for that.

but i don’t want the world to think that i hate life. because i really don’t, just going through a rough patch. what keeps me going is my friends and family. my family supports me no matter what and i have the very best best friends in the world. they’re always picking up the pieces when i’m a mess and i love them for it.

anyways midlife crisis or not, i’ll figure life out.

and for now, this is how it is.

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